Happy Birthday to me

I didn't really wanna put this up here but I guess I will. Today is my birthday. I'm twelve years old now but I don't really feel different at all.

Responses:

Ryuu- Yeah...I liked it better when it was quieter at Simon's house. Now things are worse. But I'm happy you're okay.

Elaine- You have a little girl now?

Neo- I hope yours gets...quieter, I guess? That sounds like a lot of work.

Sage- I'm glad you aren't. I hope you'll keep going too...

Sorry I've been quiet.

It's been really bad around the house. Dad isn't happy and he's been drinking a lot more when we found out about Ava...

Ava we never really talked that much, but if we got along even when I was crazy, I think we would have been awesome friends. I wish I could have talked more to you and I hope that you're happy in Heaven.

Simon has a lot more work since New Years Eve and I guess it's because he got to stay home during it. I've been having to go to my therapists more because Simon is afraid that Mom and Ava affected me even worse. I guess it's fine that he cares and stuff but it's not like I can tell her one of my friends is dead and my Mom is missing and trying to kill my Dad. I dunno if a normal life is good for me anymore.

.....how are you guys doing?