Thursday, July 28, 2011

he's not my daddy. who is my daddy. the dead one, the live one, the Tall One. i don't have a daddy. i don't have a mommy. a mom. a dad. parents.

all i have is rachel. or do i have rachel? rachel is dead but she's not dead it doesn't make sense i am seeing things and hearing things and she speaks to me and she's so so so loud

no one will remember them. i pulled in another man to the game. no more victims. no one will look for them ever again. no one will pay any attention to Catherine and Anthony Delmont. just like no one will pay attention to me. they'll all forget them. all of them except Simon. it's all i can do.

i'm sorry i'm a good girl i promise

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

today i talked to big brother on the phone. it was nice but he sounded nervous. i wonder what's wrong?

heheh

simon says you should follow those directions. if you go where i tell you you'll find the killer, i promise. rachel does too. she says she promises you'll get what you want. c: you can't see this but you can see the letter i sent you. i hope you like games

Monday, July 18, 2011

if big brother is dead, then who was i talking to just a day ago?

something to think about. c:

Monday, July 4, 2011

nonononono

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU MESSED EVERYTHING UP AGAIN I ALMOST HAD HER AND MOMMY AND THAT STUPID FLOWER GIRL WAS GOOD AS DEAD AND AVA WOULD HAVE COME WITH US TOO AND YOU STUPID DADDY I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

i had a chance to make Him PROUD and it was messed up and there was only one bullet and celeste was supposed to DIE AND SO WERE YOU but Mommy had a chance to come with us and She didn't and She chose you over me AGAIN DOES SHE HATE ME

THE LOOK ON HER FACE SHE HATES ME WHY DOES SHE HATE ME I JUST WANT MY MOMMY AND YOU WON'T LET ME HAVE HER I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CARE MORE THAN YOU

i threw up everything in my belly but i am still choking and it's hard to breath and i can't walk and rachel is so loud Loud LOUD something is wrong with me

nonononononono

i am okay see raChel whY are you worrying everything is alright Now i am beTter tHan before because I fAced Them

i faced Them

i am losing my mind

my mind?

rachel's mind

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii think there is something wrong nonono 1 just h1t rock bottom