Happy Thanksgiving

Spend it well even if you're going through tough times. I know we're trying to too.

So Dad grounded me for going back to the field. I don't even know if he really knows what grounding is cause' he's been gone for my whole life, but Simon actually agreed and took his side. That isn't fair-I was just trying to find some sort of clue to help Mom!

Whatever. I need to get off, if they catch me on the computer they'll just get angry again. I think Dad is really starting to hate these blogs.

Sorry I've been gone for so long but Dad didn't want me getting on the blog and updating. He says that Mom doesn't need to talk to me and she might want to. Well...I'm gonna talk to her if she tries because I'm tired of being scared of something happening. I haven't seen any sign of creepy guys who have lost their mind or the monster. And Leah has been really nice to me so...I'm gonna get stronger so I can protect my family and friends.

And whatever is happening to Mom I'm gonna find a way to help her. I will. I know I will. Tomorrow I'm gonna try and go look in the clearing again. By the time Dad checks this I'll have gone there and back. He'll be angry when he finds out, but I'm not just gonna stand back and let Mom get hurt over something that's probably my fault.

It's not Cathy

All you assholes need to shut up and listen for a sec- that's not her, that's not my wife/ex-wife/whatever the fuck she was.

Shit just trust me on this and I'll try and explain later.

Someone posted on my Mom's blog.

I don't know what's going on anymore. It could be her or it could be someone pretending to be her- oh god what do I do

Someone changed my Mom's background to her blog

I have no idea who but I'm gonna try and find out. Nothing else has happened but maybe this means something...

Last week I went and decided to look at the woods where everything had happened. Everything was still very dead looking and when I stepped into the burned areas I felt like something was watching me. It creeped me out but I tried to keep looking in case there was a clue somewhere about my parents. For a while I didn't find anything. I was just walking around and moving dead plants to see the ground better. The whole time the feeling of being watched continued and I was about to go back home when I did find something.

It was my dad's eye patch. I don't know what this means but it's something. Maybe he isn't dead and he got away. Maybe that means that mom isn't dead either. I don't know but when I picked up the eye patch I started to feel really bad- like I was going to puke and my head started to hurt too. I don't know why my body reacted like this but I got out of there with the eye patch as fast as I could. Simon was upset that I had gone back without him and  told me I was being, "Irresponsible and risking my life" but if there's anyone who can find my parents it's me.

I hid the eye patch in my room and then went to bed. Nothing weird happened that night. I didn't have any nightmares and I didn't see any tall men in suits. In fact nothing bad has happened at all since that stomach ache at the field.

I did go to Leah's house Friday. Her mom and dad are really nice and acted very...careful around me. I guess they know that I had gone missing for over half a year and that my mom is missing now. I dunno, Simon says that the story about my family got a lot of news time. Anyway Leah and I just sort of hung out and talked a lot about school, the other students, likes and dislikes, hobbies, and life. It was nice, I guess, to talk to someone my age. I couldn't tell her everything but she seemed like she actually cared and just wanted to make sure I was okay. I think I can see Leah as a friend.

The therapist hasn't been much help really. I talk to her but she can't get anything out of me about what really happened. I told her I didn't want the hypnosis and Simon agreed because then I might have said something that got her in trouble.



Jade- We made sure not to let her do it. She understood and promised not to push the hypnosis.

Elaine- So I guess Morningstar wasn't a good guy after all? We all saw this coming so I don't know why  you trusted him after everything he's done...

Ridley- I'm not sure what that's all supposed to mean. Cryptic stuff is pointless and a waste of time.