nonononono

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU MESSED EVERYTHING UP AGAIN I ALMOST HAD HER AND MOMMY AND THAT STUPID FLOWER GIRL WAS GOOD AS DEAD AND AVA WOULD HAVE COME WITH US TOO AND YOU STUPID DADDY I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

i had a chance to make Him PROUD and it was messed up and there was only one bullet and celeste was supposed to DIE AND SO WERE YOU but Mommy had a chance to come with us and She didn't and She chose you over me AGAIN DOES SHE HATE ME

THE LOOK ON HER FACE SHE HATES ME WHY DOES SHE HATE ME I JUST WANT MY MOMMY AND YOU WON'T LET ME HAVE HER I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CARE MORE THAN YOU

i threw up everything in my belly but i am still choking and it's hard to breath and i can't walk and rachel is so loud Loud LOUD something is wrong with me

nonononononono

i am okay see raChel whY are you worrying everything is alright Now i am beTter tHan before because I fAced Them

i faced Them

i am losing my mind

my mind?

rachel's mind

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii think there is something wrong nonono 1 just h1t rock bottom