Friday, September 9, 2011


I finally agreed to let Simon find me a therapist last week. He says it's the best thing for me and I guess I kind of agree. I need to stop having these flashes so I can talk to other people without looking weird. And I know I'm kind of...messed up from staying with Redlight and him. I'm gonna start seeing them soon- some time this week probably. Apparently Simon will drive me to them after school between shifts or something.

Ryuu- I won't be able to tell them the whole truth, but I guess they might be able to help me calm down...

Fleisch- I could try collecting some things. Maybe it'll help take my mind off of thinking about some things. But thanks for the nice words.

Jean- I don't think that's a bad thing though. Mom liked girls and that was okay. I don't really think it's a mean thing, but I guess if some people say it it can be.

Grendel- Monster slayer? I don't really know what you're talking about but I do know you don't need to say things like that about me when you don't even know me.

Jade- I do like Batman. I liked reading and watching about Superheroes back before all of this happened. Thanks for telling me all of that- it helped to read. You're a very nice person.

Neo- Thanks. I'm not really sure if anyone is expecting me to do something, but I guess maybe people are hoping I won't go crazy again.

Numbers Man- Thanks I guess? Are you alright?


  1. Good luck with therapy. I hope it'll help at least a little bit.

  2. I hope it helps, Cyn. I'll be rooting for you.

  3. I know you don't want me here, Cy, but I don't even listen to Master half the time. So you're stuck with me, whether you like it or not.

    I've said it before, I like you kid. I think we could be good friends. You just need to learn to trust people again. People like me. Because I can be normal when I want to. So good luck kid, I hope you do well.

    See? If that ain't normal, I don't know what is.

  4. Cynthia: Hope the therapy helps. At least, helps more than it ever helped me.